I lost my old blog posts...grr

Yep you read the title right. I have had this blog since 2009 and had made several posts here and there over the last two years...well they are all gone. Including my first of this year that was big. It had a lot of details about our infertility. One of the main reasons I started this blog was to keep up with my life, and be able to look back and see how far I had come. I can't get those posts back that contained my feelings at that time, and that really upsets me. All I can do now is move on. I was planning on coming here and posting more pictures of some more crafty attempts. I will post those maybe tomorrow after I cool down some.